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http://adventuresofmikeandjacki.blogspot.com

goodbye single life

well this will be my finally post on this blog!
its bitter sweet...its actually been just over three years to the week that i started up this wonderful experience...
no im not going to stop blogging but its going to be a hole new experience with my new life bein all involved with a boy living with me!
its already pretty weird..
but to keep it short and sweet good bye to the old life and hello to my whole new world!
ps the new blog with be on its way just fixing some minor details and waitin on some pictures!! ill be sure to send the new address!

death is only hard for those left behind

"There was sorrow, deep and poignant and tragic. But shining through their tears was a faith beautiful and certain that as surely as there was now a sorrowful separation, there would someday be a glad reunion, for that marriage had begun with a sealing for time and eternity in the house of the Lord, under the authority of the holy priesthood." -Gordon B. Hinckley

"Death, which faces all of us, is not the end. There is the ever-present expectancy of death, but in reality there is no death—no permanent parting." -Ezra Taft Benson

bye gma fry... Ill miss you... i know ill see ya soon... give gpa a hug for me..

this is for you mike

sooo mike found out i had a blog and hes giving me crap that i havent updated it... so i will...

this are great.. and by great i mean amazing!

oh before i go any further.. to get back at mike... im going to tell a little story about our first kiss... he was standing up on a curb and he kinda.. bent down to kiss me.. but instead pretty much just fell on my face... ha he fell of the curb! this will teach you to give me crap mike!! :)
anyways i thought it was adorable... awkward.. but adorable

so manti... weeeelll mike got sick the monday after my family gave him food.. haha but it turned out to be pneumonia (or so he says) but he got medicine so hed be good to go down to the pageant.. well on the way down i could tell he wasnt feeling good and i thought maybe it was just that he had had a long day at work.. but i was indeed wrong.. we get down to our friends house and start having dinner... (ps super good salmon sweater!) well mike gets into like two bites before he starts turning white... yikes. poor guy was suuuuper sick.. i made him stay while we went to the craft fair.. he had to hang out with pops so lucky him :) but when we got back he was even whiter and sweaty and all sorts of sick.. so we took him to the other house we were staying at so he could be by himself and have his own bathroom :) haha but he wasnt able to go to the pageant :( but when we did come home he looked sooo much better! oh man poor guy... but he is now alot better!

i met mikes familia... they are so fun! we did a bbq up springville canyon.. but before that i had met his mom.. and lets just say it was the complete opposite of the last parents... they basically fell in love with me just as fast as mike ;) ha but seriously i love them! they are good people! i also met his daughter.. she is just a ball of energy! soo funny! she loves me too... :) so back to the bbq thats were i met the rest of the fam! his nephew is awesome.. hes facebook profile picture is with jimmer... i mean come on thats awesome! im jealous!

then we headed to the oakley rodeo.. soo fun! the clown was borderline inappropriate.. but that made it more hilarious!

but yeah things are amazing.... life could not be better... and for all of you that follow my awesome blog... keep september 22 open wink* wink*

didnt think it would ever happen again

So Yeah. I've met someone. Its new but it just keeps getting better.. his name is Mike.. and he hates when people call him Michael and I'm definatly okay with that. :) since everyone who reads this is pretty much family..... I met him online. Ha yes. But I really was just testing the waters with it when I came across Mr Mike. He's so amazing.. he's from peoa by park city and he's already going to try to transfer up here by me for work... he's a great Guy... I pretty much am falling hard core for this character. Plus he gets a discount at home depot... and I can't pass that up. :) but he makes me feel how I've longed to feel again. But this weekend we are going down to the manti pageant with my family and friends... I can't wait.... then next weekend I meet the fam. ... all eight bros and sisters...... and all their family.... yikes. .... a little anxiety yes! But he's worth it.. so ill be updating more about it. :)

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good feelings

on sunday i got to see my first bishop at the singles ward.. and even though i hardly knew the man.. he made a profound influence on my life. he helped me a ton. and it just made me realize how grateful i am for him and the atonement.....
it gave me good feelings :)

its where fun is

Well our yearly lagoon trip was terrible... ha psych!! It litterally was the bestest. First of all we were all wearing wolf shirts... yes wolf shirts. Awesome. It was the fam plus Kristy and Alex. It was Rad. Dan didn't come till later but he did get to see the lezzies make out on the scrambler... so it was worth it. I laughed till I could see stars cause I couldnt breathe!!
A terrible part of the lagoon was when mother bear lost her key. Which is those robot machine keys that actually start the car wirelessly. Super expensive and we only got some set... she was crying. It was sad. But then before hand we were in the tilt a whirl. And Kristy felt something hit her foot. So we totally knew that's what it had to be! So we went over to Mr holier than thou tilt a whirl operator man and asked if by chance he had seen anything. Which he than replied no. And we asked are you sure then he said "um I'm trained to look for things.l flying out. That's what I do" he was a turd face. So we then went to look elsewhere. No luck. Mom is about to puke. So were headed back to the tilt a whirl and look who found the keys... Mr holier than thou tilt a whirl operator... d bag. Ha but hey we found mommas keys!! And she didn't puke!!
Anyways the whole day was awesome. Laughed till I cried which is always great. Nearly peed my pants laughing. Cousin Kristy is way too funny on rides.
Looooved it best lagoon of all time!!!!!

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best weekend ever!!!

Fact-I got up at 1:45 am to start watching the Royal Wedding... and it was as amazing as I have ever dreamed! I loved it! I have been counting down the days ever since they got engaged.. more the fact I have been obsessed with the couple... Reading magazines.. watching the news Thank heavens I didnt have extended cable or some of you might have never heard or seen me for weeks! The bad part is that I was down in Ceder City at some strangers house with my friend Amber for Relay For Life (more about that later) (ps she did not wake up to watch it with me... lamer) Anyways back to TRW (the royal wedding) It was magnificent! Her dress was ridiculous! I might could fit it over my thigh so that was depressing but it was so pretty!

-Even her sister Pippa was gorgeous!

-And the two boys! In their Military dresses! Gol!! LOVED IT!

-The best part is that the whole time I got to text Kristy! (Whoot SHOUT OUT!) It was the best! -Oh and the ridiculous hats! I mean come on! I want to be British! For future notice my wedding will be hat necessary... Kristy that means you!

-Oh and the Queen shes so bad-a she doesnt even have to sing! Hello thats awesome..

But in realitly it was a true fairy tale... the stolen glances the two had at each other were priceless. It was like watching a movie.. I totally acted like a high school girl.. all giddy But thats what life should be about right..

Sara Evans - A Little Bit Stronger

So I heard this song on the radio this morning... wow... thats all I have to say..
Its my new theme song..

IM STILL HERE!!

HOLY SMOKES YALL!

(yes i used yall)

I have not posted in forever it seems like!

So much has happened and I have barely had time to even think!

I finally got a house!!! Its the first one I loved and pretty much the only one I loved! But Ive been there for almost two weeks! Momma threw a surprise house warming party and I was blown away! Most of the people where from my moms work ha. But people from my work came all the way from Layton in that crappy weather and I loved it! I even had a few friends show up which I couldn't have been more happy! And Kristy Im still waiting for my "present"

But that has been all Ive been doing.

Painting

Pulling carpet

fixing things

buying things

Its been a tiring experience but a blast! Its exactly what I wanted! Im glad things have started to come around!

Oh and I got a roommate..


Her name is Miss Ellinor Rigby or Elli for short.

She is the funniest thing ever.

Right as Im typing she is fighting with our big black dog Rocky.. haha she is so cute!She is a blue heeler/Sharpe! She is only 4 months old.. I was really against getting a puppy for my first time on my own. But Ive been looking for a few weeks now and nothing caught my eye.. even though I hate going looking for dogs cause I just want to take them all with me and it was still hard not to take them all with me this time!

But man once I saw her I was sold! Right now she is playing with a squeaky toy and every time she makes it squeak it scares her! GOL I LOVE HER!

But yes I am still alive..
You are all invited to stop by the house anytime its fun to have visitors!
Life is Good....

qUotes

I havent done this in awhile so I though I would do it again... it always makes me feel good

UPTOWN GIRLS
Ray Schleine

"Every story has an end. But in life, every ending is just a new beginning."

NOTTING HILL
Anna Scott
" After all... I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her."

HITCH
Hitch Hitchens
"Life is not the amount of breaths you take. It’s the moments that take your breath away.”

FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS
Tyra Collette
"Two years ago, I was afraid of wanting anything.
I figured wanting would lead to trying and trying would lead to failure.
But now I find I can't stop wanting.
I want to fly somewhere on first class.
I want to travel to Europe on a business trip.
I want to get invited to the White House.
I want to learn about the world.
I want to surprise myself.
I want to be important.
I want to be the best person I can be.
I want to define myself instead of having others define me.
I want to win and have people be happy for me.
I want to lose and get over it.
I want to not be afraid of the unknown.
I want to grow up and be generous and big-hearted, the way people have been with me.
I want an interesting and surprising life.
It's not that I think I'm going to get all these things.
I just want the possibility of getting them.
College represents possibility.
The possibility that things are going to change.
I can't wait. "

FRIED GREEN TOMATOES
Ninny Threadgoode

" A heart can be broken, but it will keep beating just the same. "
" I found out what the secret to life is: friends. Best friends. "

EASY A

Olive Penderghast

"Whatever happened to chivalry?

Does it only exist in 80's movies?
I want John Cusack holding a boombox outside my window

I want Jake from Sixteen Candles waiting outside the church for me.

I wanna ride off on a lawnmower with Patrick Dempsey

I want Judd Nelson thrusting his fist into the air because he knows he got me.

Just once I want my life to be like an 80's movie, preferably one with a really awesome musical number for no apparent reason.
But no, no, John Hughes did not direct my life."


If you want to look at my other post of quotes >
http://jackileenelson.blogspot.com/2008/10/i-was-bored-so-i-though-i-would-post.html

Birthday/Christmas

So i guess i never posted this but here are some of the presents i got for my birthday/christmas

a whole deck of james dean playing cards! ever picture is different!!!!

found another pair of x files action figures!

sweet old trunk!

and a few more cameras to add to my little collection!

resolutions

some of mine for this year are
-get a house
-get my toes fixed (that's bad one)
-have fun
-be a better friend
-get mine and dans scrapbook finished
-meet new people
-get in touch with old friends
-get a guy to ask me out instead of me asking them out
-play just dance at least once a week
-go to more raptor baseball games
-go somewhere new
-go on an unique ghost tour
-study the scriptures a little better
-actually do a fast sunday
-bare my testimony in public
-go to more weber state games
-get over "him"
-try paint ball
-try ten new things

ill start from here and see how things go :)

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TAKE THAT KANDIE!!!

MENTIONED BY NAME KANDIE!! NUMBER ONE FANS!!!

JaMaiCa

Okay here are pictures of Jamaica finally..... there are alot....

this was my favorite billboard... its baby jesus if you didnt get it... on another one it said "chirstmas begins with christ"

here is another awesome one.....

church or bar.......

jumping off the cliff at ricks cafe... found out after people have died doing it... wise decision on my part..................

some sweet underground caves....

we ate here (at our hotel) pretty much every day/night... it was delightful.

dan driving on the wrong side of the car... i felt awkward being in the front like that... i felt like i was driving but had no control! it was scary.....

on top of a lighthouse at sunset... awesome...

daddy is afraid of heights....

banana tree....... loved it

Some other things that happened...

-lost luggage
-held at gun point by police and searched...

-had awesome jerk chicken from a scary restaurant

-dan got pulled over by police for going super fast '(but theres no way to pay it off so basically he gets off scott free)

-watched an amazing sunset every night...

-joined a random wedding that was being held at our hotel on the beach

-ate alot of food

-kar got sick and threw up our last night there

-almost missed one of our flights...

-ran frantically through the airport, while pulling a roller carry one (one of my bucket lists)

-found out it was delayed an hour anyways

-met alot of really great people (including collin powells cousin)

-drove four hours to go to a really scary part of jamaica just to go to church with people that we semi knew..

-listened to fast and testimony meeting amazing

-saw many a goat/people/mongrels on the side of the roads just chillin

-dan drove really really crazy through the crappy pot hole riddin streets

-got to hear dan talk jamacian/haitian/creole alot its super awesome

-never will do it again unless im rich and can hang out at sandals beach resports

-had a once in a life time vacation

its getting better

Well my blog is sure a roller coaster ride. Going from up to super low. This ones gonna be in between.
Things are better. I don't cry every day. Which is good. My heart still hurts like someone is sitting on my chest. I think about him almost all the time. Except for when I get busy which I try to do all the time. Mornings are super hard. That's when we did most of our talking. Its rough. I miss him I'm not gonna lie. His sister emailed me which was the nicest thing. She is the mom of the girl we took to the zoo. I love her kids. I miss the whole family. I haven't heard anything from him which is probably the hardest but is probably for the best. If he doesn't love me I don't think I could handle him talking to me. I'm trying to get past it. Every time I talk to a guy I think of him. Every time I see a couple together I think of him. This is the hardest thing I've had to go through so far in my life. But it is getting slightly easier. My family has been uber amazing with letting me vent and cry. Dan has been a champ he feels super bad cause he's the one who set is up. He's been really good at keeping my mind of things. I'm actually glad he's home ha. But my friends have been awesome I love you all. And youre the ones who read this anyways so thank you. For everything.
Anyway I promise my next update with be on the high. I will post about Jamaica and my awesome presents I got for my birthday :)

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one week

One week is how long it took for him to fall out of love with me
one week he went from telling me he was ready to marry me to not wanting to be with me
one week he went from calling me the love of his live to pretty much shutting me out
one week he broke promises he made to me
One week

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no words

So I'm pretty much speechless when it comes to my life right now. the last few weeks have been amazing. all thanks to Michael Alan Hanna. as most of you know I love movies. and as most of you know men in movies are false idols. I figured that after the guys who I dated I would have to change my expectations about boys. well then I met Michael. he Amazing. he's funny athletic charming cheesey romantic spiritual clean goofy. he surpassed my expectations. I keep pinching myself seeing if I would wake up. its ridiculous. and I love it. He says the nicest things to me. but yeah the kid is great. sometime later I'll update more about our adventures cause we've had some good times and we'll probably have a ton more :)

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Well I know my last few post have been some what lame... but I figured Id try to catch up today..

These events will probably be out of order but whateves

-We had to put my dog Koda down. I had told my mom I just wanted them to do it but not to tell me when. She was doing good but she still had to wear that stupid cone and I hated seeing her like that. Then the swelling came back in her legs with ment she was getting used to the medication. I was okay when they did it. I had cried alot the last two weeks over her. But I knew it was somthing that had to be done. She wasnt the same happy fun dog as she used to be. I know she is in a better place barking and being all ridiculouly muscley like she was before all of this happened (and yes she had ridiculous muscles on her!)

-Kar moved down to school... Ive probably seen her maybe twice. When she comes home usually its with Alex so shes at his house. Its weird she was my only friend for 17 years and now I hardly ever see her of even talk to her. But she is having a blast down at Snow. Im glad.

-Dan is home. Dan needs to leave. :) Everyone said he was going to be a little weird and things. But not Danny. He is exactly the same. Which makes it easier for me to move out. :) I like the kid but man he gets me frustrated. It was way funny how my mom thought he was just amazing on his mission and how bad she missed him. But the other Day she got so mad at him. I loved it! Ha Bad to the good ol days of mommy yelling at brother.


-Me and Kandie went and painted the old cement factory! It was way fun! If you want to read more about it you can check it out on her blog! http://kandietyler.blogspot.com/2010/08/17-paint-cement-plantcheck.html

-I put an offer on a house. I still havent heard anything but hopefully by the end of the month...

-I finished my stinkin quilt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This isnt a good picture but it will do for now..

-I finally got my Montero! Its black (lame but okay) But the inside is in great condition. I got a super good deal on it... I love it a ton.

-Work is good. I got a raise and now qualify for bonuses! Boni.. Bonusi.. I now get a bonus! (That works better) So I cant complain to much about work.

-Michael. Michael is my new love. This kid is amazing. Just talking about him right now puts a smile on my face. Its kinda a weird story of how we met. He was in the MTC with Dan (yes I am a cougar) and Dan told him to write my sister. So he wrote my sister for two years (and she never told him she had a boyfriend.... what a hooker :) jk I heart you Kar!) then I saw him at Dans homecoming and I just went up to introduce myself cause I heard tons about him. And that was all. Then a few days later I kinda was feeling bummed out about the whole Jake thing still and I just had mentioned to Dan to hook me up with Michael.. Well he did. We have only spent three days together but they literally have been the best three days ever! (well maybe not so much the first one.. but it was still good :)) Any ways we spent all of peach days together went to the parade, went to all the booths, he even bought me delicious dutch oven there oh it was so good! He was even a trooper and went to a family party that I had to go to. And then dinner and a fire... It was good. Then just yesterday he had a whole day planned out for me. Which was different cause I was used to always planning and dragging certain people around with me. But I got to his house early for breakfast that he made. Then he gave me some options and I totally went for the taking his niece to the ZOO!!! oh it was fun! I havent been there for years! Then we hung at his sisters and husbands place for a bit. They are hilarious. Then we took a well needed nap. Cooked dinner. And then we went on a night hike. Ok I like hikes. But this one was... icky. It was maybe five minutes long but straight up a dirt road. And I know I am not in shape! So the whole hike neither of us spoke cause we were breathing so hard haha! And my legs were burning my lungs were burning. I havent felt like that since college ball! We finally make it to the top and I thought I was going to throw up which thank goodness I didnt cause that kinda would have been embarrassing. It over looks Park City. And the stars were so great that night! It was great. :) Then we came back sat in the hot tub to get life back into my legs. And finished off with a movie. It was good.

He is amazing. I miss him all the time. I wish I could see him more than just on Saturdays. But well make it work.

Anyways thats been my life the last few weeks...

smiley face

So I've met someone. It's new but it's so much better than I ever imagined. It's completely different than it was with Jake. His name is Mike. And he's younger than me :) But he is so great. He lives in Sandy so we only get to see each other on the weekends but we make good use of it :) no worries there will more to come

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