JaMaiCa

Okay here are pictures of Jamaica finally..... there are alot....

this was my favorite billboard... its baby jesus if you didnt get it... on another one it said "chirstmas begins with christ"

here is another awesome one.....

church or bar.......

jumping off the cliff at ricks cafe... found out after people have died doing it... wise decision on my part..................

some sweet underground caves....

we ate here (at our hotel) pretty much every day/night... it was delightful.

dan driving on the wrong side of the car... i felt awkward being in the front like that... i felt like i was driving but had no control! it was scary.....

on top of a lighthouse at sunset... awesome...

daddy is afraid of heights....

banana tree....... loved it

Some other things that happened...

-lost luggage
-held at gun point by police and searched...

-had awesome jerk chicken from a scary restaurant

-dan got pulled over by police for going super fast '(but theres no way to pay it off so basically he gets off scott free)

-watched an amazing sunset every night...

-joined a random wedding that was being held at our hotel on the beach

-ate alot of food

-kar got sick and threw up our last night there

-almost missed one of our flights...

-ran frantically through the airport, while pulling a roller carry one (one of my bucket lists)

-found out it was delayed an hour anyways

-met alot of really great people (including collin powells cousin)

-drove four hours to go to a really scary part of jamaica just to go to church with people that we semi knew..

-listened to fast and testimony meeting amazing

-saw many a goat/people/mongrels on the side of the roads just chillin

-dan drove really really crazy through the crappy pot hole riddin streets

-got to hear dan talk jamacian/haitian/creole alot its super awesome

-never will do it again unless im rich and can hang out at sandals beach resports

-had a once in a life time vacation

its getting better

Well my blog is sure a roller coaster ride. Going from up to super low. This ones gonna be in between.
Things are better. I don't cry every day. Which is good. My heart still hurts like someone is sitting on my chest. I think about him almost all the time. Except for when I get busy which I try to do all the time. Mornings are super hard. That's when we did most of our talking. Its rough. I miss him I'm not gonna lie. His sister emailed me which was the nicest thing. She is the mom of the girl we took to the zoo. I love her kids. I miss the whole family. I haven't heard anything from him which is probably the hardest but is probably for the best. If he doesn't love me I don't think I could handle him talking to me. I'm trying to get past it. Every time I talk to a guy I think of him. Every time I see a couple together I think of him. This is the hardest thing I've had to go through so far in my life. But it is getting slightly easier. My family has been uber amazing with letting me vent and cry. Dan has been a champ he feels super bad cause he's the one who set is up. He's been really good at keeping my mind of things. I'm actually glad he's home ha. But my friends have been awesome I love you all. And youre the ones who read this anyways so thank you. For everything.
Anyway I promise my next update with be on the high. I will post about Jamaica and my awesome presents I got for my birthday :)

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